I've been waiting for new people in a while, please take a sit and let me introduce myself as I speak what's on my mind, there's nothing to be worry about, Visitor.
My name's Lore, a 18y boy with ADHD (possibly depression?) with an obssession on JRPGs and Tabletop RPGs, I like to use the username "ArchangelLoer" a lot, so if you find me in another place, please send a "Bom Dia!", it's "Good Morning" in portuguese.
Currently I'm studying "Systems for Internet" in college, but I'm still in my first period, so this is like... My first actual site (yay), but on the freetime I like to make OCs and play RPGs, currently I'm helping a friend of mine by making a homebrew system for their RPG, I getting good at this, I think.
How am I doing? So generous Visitor, but honestly I'm not doing that good, family issues and that kind of shit, They keep trying to fix me into their vision of a "Perfect Son" and gives me... No room for myself I think, maybe that's why I'm writing this here, I can't trust them to say what I feel, but maybe I can put it here for others to see, including you, Visitor.
Oh, maybe I should put my Likes & Dislikes... Here, have it.
Likes:
- My Bf S2.
- RPG
- Burguers
- OCs, Drawings n' shit
- Talking about RPG systems, their flaws, their beauty, how they can improve, like really, Ordem Paranormal RPG is NOT a begginers friendly system like it should be, it's so fucking brutal, and it really feels incomplete without a good set of homebrew rules, and WHY THE FUCK Occultist can't learn how to have proficiency on light armors, they can be proficient on heavy armor BUT NOT LIGHT ARMORS??? Why most of the sub-classes feels so weak? like, really they should've put a little bit more of an effort to make them unique, given by the fact we only have 3 FUCKING CLASSES, and why for god sakes a 'Zumbi de Sangue' can make two fucking attacks in one turn and make 1d6+5 'sangue' damage on each one of them, blocking is fucking USELESS. (overall, 6/10, still like the base of it)
Dislikes:
- Too much noises
- Tight Closes
- Crowded places
- Anxiety, the feeling that nothing's right, even though everything's fine, there's nothing wrong, but the feeling won't go away, why am I doing nothing? I could've been studing, but no, I'm wasting my time laying on my bed trying to forget everything, feeling a dreadful feeling invading my body, it makes it aches, needing to move, but I'm already too tired to get up, there's no running of it, I have to fight something I don't even know how to describe, oh, doesn't matter how much I win against it, I'll see it again in the next day.
Oh... Maybe my english isn't that good now that I'm reading it... but hey, neither is my programming skills, so maybe you go easy on me, can't you Visitor? Hope you have a nice day!
